Wednesday, January 04, 2006

mid week madness and new years musings

so whose idea was it to allow this whole work thing into our sense of normalicy? now don't get me wrong... i like to work hard for what a get and work hard at all i do. but why is it we each go to a "job" daily. i look at what i get out of the job world and i have to wonder... what is it all for exactly? i don't get all i make ... taxes and the cost of living eat up most of any reward i get from my earnings. my time is spent in debt to someone else. when i do get free time that time is spent recovering from the perils of working. when i want to work for myself -- i.e. spend the extra time to make something in my world better .... i am left either paying to accomplish this or too busy to make it happen. i look at the people who live off of my tax money daily and think... damn. i slave and toil... these folks get to exist... ya know if it were simpler times those people would most likely die out of starvation or stupidity... why not let nature take its due course? equality is a government myth that we make happen daily.... if all were out there taking responsibilty for their survival... i could possibly have the time and energy to enjoy what it is i do and all that i get from it.

enough said. work week has been long already ... and i close my eyes and breath... i hate the fact that i have to be so damn negative... guess my new year's resolution should be to think happy thoughts and just float on through this world... seems like the older i get the less amused i am... here's to being immune to the bullshit and all that goes along with that ..... may i not get trampled by the rest of the world in the mean time.

so i am off to spread happiness and joy where ever i go or some crap like that.... BAH! (guess resolutions WERE made to be broken... )

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