fate

so i had to make a choice tonight... i honestly don't think i had finalized how i was feeling until posed with a choice. fate has dealt me a blind card... i was quite afraid to act on it ... yet this week i did finally decide to do so. i met someone who i under normal circumstances would not have even made a play for. he seemed like a nice guy who was just minding his own business. handsome. well groomed. out going. then he asked me if i'd go out with him some time. i was floored by his intrest and i actually wavered for a long while... but a few phone calls and a text or so later. there i was ... meeting someone i had just met in passing a week before. i have decided that maybe fate has handed me a blind card... but letting it sit idle would have been my worst mistake.
so all went well monday, we enjoyed hanging out. we are keeping in touch and will hopefully get together again soon. i have no clue where this will all take me. but i definately intend to enjoy myself and enjoy spending time with someone new.
it has been a long time since anyone has made me feel so special or desired. i find it difficult to take it all in. kinda like a dream sequence in a tv sit com gone bad at times. i'm waiting to wake up and it all be some cruel joke. maybe that is not necessiarly how i should be looking at this. but for the time being i am content with myself and i am hoping all will continue to go well.
speaking of waking up i do have to sleep... so i can get up in the morning. however i did need to get my feelings and thoughts down before i could actually get back to my slumber.
so now back to my life taking it one day at a time. cheers!